Notes for 1 October Positional arm pain continues to worsen. Getting a haircut, having my teeth cleaned and participating in choir rehearsal were all rather painful. I abandon thoughts of singing in choir until after surgery/therapy. I have two teeth with cracks under their gold crowns which eventually need to be redone. More urgently, I have a cavity in a third molar which needs attention; once surgery is scheduled my dentist will fit this in. Candace and I abandon the idea of going to Cooperstown for two nights next week. Weekly acupuncture continues as I try to get as strong physically as possible for the upcoming ordeals or surgery, recovery and radiation therapy. I still take an herbal tonic/tea twice a day. Patches that are both analgesic and therapeutic seem to leave my skin sensitive and in a rash so I have cutback on their use. I now take 100 mg of Neurontin nightly about an hour before bed ... not clear how much this really helps, but sleep has ranged from "OK" to "good". I remain reluctant to take these during the day.